emo diaries

well...

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 04:04:42 GMT

So I've decided that I'm never writing in this thing again. It represents a part of my life that I would very much like to put behind me and forget. So here's to not needing it anymore, and loving my life as it is now. I'm happier than I could have ever hoped to be.

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 19:30:41 GMT

Life is good.

I don't really like this thing anymore.

I only still have one to read other people's journals I guess.

So don't expect very many entries.

Sorry dudes, but if you need to know something about me, you'll know, or you can ask.

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 20:10:08 GMT

i have a thing about surveys (?) i do them constantly..

1.) Where did you ring in 2006?
umm I dont remember at all

2.) What was your status by Valentine's Day?
single

3.) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
yup, uconn

4.) How did you earn your keep?
Dunkin for a little bit, and Lake Compounce!!

5.) Did you end up in the hospital?
nope, but I did go to the infirmary for drinking-related things

6.) Have you ever encountered the police?
you can't avoid them at uconn...they're everywhere

7.) Where did you go on vacation?
Rhode Island :) and I leave for LONDON in 5 days!!!!!!!

8.) What did you purchase that was over $500?
nada

9.) Did you know anybody who got married?
umm Lindy and Mr. Brady?

10.) Did you know anybody who passed away?
let's not talk about that

11.) Have you run into anybody you graduated high school with?
I try not to, but yes

12.) Did you move anywhere?
moving between home and uconn if that counts

13.) What sporting events did you go to?
ahh all the football games and a lot of the basketball games

14.) What concerts did you go to?
way too many to count

15.) Are you registered to vote?
yup...finally

16.) If so, did you do your patriotic duty on Nov. 7?
yes I did the absentee ballot thing

17.) Where do you live now?
I am currently in Burlington

18.) What did you do on your birthday?
partyyyyyy...amazing night, and basketball game, and went home

19.) What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2006?
bloody eye

20.) What is one thing you regretted this year?
nothing...no regrets

21.) What's something you learned about yourself?
I can be who I am and people will love me

22.) Any new additions to your family?
not this year

23.) What was your best month?
ahh idk...april, or august, or november

24.) What from pop culture will you remember 2006 by?
sexy back, crazy by gnarls barkley, anything britney spears did

25.) How would you rate this year on a scale of 1 to 10? 7

Birthday and Christmas Wish List

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 05:35:09 GMT

Just to keep track of things I am currently desiring...

Money
Money
More Money

60G ipizzle
guitar hero
guitar hero 2
guitar hero controllers
ddr mat like the one I have
kingdom hearts 2
(obviously being in college makes me play video games too much)
a new phone (although I will probably not get this)
new earrings...ones that I will wear
I like things that come from those machines at the mall that you put quarters in
stuff for my trip to london (I need this book: Sarum, a fictional narrative by Edward Rutherford)
headbands...pretty ones
gloves or mittens that are cute
a sled or tube that I can keep in my dorm room
OC season 3

hmm thats it for now...might add more later :)

sooooo

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 16:04:28 GMT

I never update this anymore

probably because nothing really of note happens in my life

but it continues to be utterly amazing

pretty much I'm ridiculously happy right now and that's all you need to know :)

WOW

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:11:53 GMT

I am going to london over winter break

yes, I got accepted to study abroad

I am so ridiculously excited I might pee myself lol

and I have a paw print sunburned onto my face from the game today...which we lost horribly by the way

and umm yeah I love my life :)

OMG

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 03:46:36 GMT

I LOOOOOOOOOOVE it here

like more than anything

the only thing that would make life better is if I had a boy

and if Jessica was here

because I miss her terribly

but pretty much life is freakin SWEET

and getting trashed with cait and suz on saturday was mucho fun

I love them :)

kk I dont feel like doing a real update sooooo goodnight!

well

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 23:45:35 GMT

sooooo when I wrote that last entry I was really upset

and I definitely exaggerated a lot

and later on I realized that I really wasnt as upset as I was originally

and then we talked about things

and we are good again...which makes me happy because she is really fun and she makes me happy :)

soooooo yeah

plus I talked to cait for a long time about a lot of things on sat night and again last night and that helped a lot

cait is like the only person that when we start talking we neverrrr stop lol...and I like that

but umm yeah

a better update about vacation later maybe? because it was amazinggggggggg times a bagillion

andddd I miss UConn soo soo soo soo sooo much and I cannot wait to go back

andddd I got my wisdom teeth out today and pretty much it sucks but its not as bad as I thought it would be

the vicodin definitely helps

but texts/IMs/visits would be greatly appreciated :)

especially if you were to bring me ice cream or something I dont have to chew...I would love you foreverrrr

and alsoooooo I need to hang out with ppl that I havent really seen before I go back to school...so make plans with me

andddd I lost all my contacts so give me your numberrr

anyways thats all I really feel like typing right now

soooooo yeah...comments?

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 22:20:36 GMT

I am really upset right now

basically I just cried a lot

and I dont cry very often

I feel like my vacation is ruined

and I am seriously reconsidering a friendship

I HATE that it always has to be her way

I HATE being second best

and I especially hate mood swings

I really need to think...a lot

and I am so happy to go back to work

and that school is soon

I cant deal with all the freakin drama anymore

so umm

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 03:07:56 GMT

I met all the boys of cirque en vol today

my life is complete :)

:(

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 23:02:14 GMT

I miss my puppy :'(

soooooooo much

Leanne tagged me...

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 01:25:48 GMT

and since shes like the only one of my LJ friends that ever updates anymore lol I decided to do it

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1) The Forecast "Some Things Never Change"
2) Thursday "At This Velocity"
3) Cartel "The Minstrel's Prayer"
4) The Recieving End Of Sirens "Planning A Prison Break"
5) Halifax "Nightmare"
6) Taking Back Sunday "Makedamnsure"
7) Chamillionaire "Ridin Dirty"

That was fun :)

make plans with me

and leave me comments

kthxbye

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 01:05:35 GMT

I got my stuff today to register my car for next year at uconn :)

this makes me uber happy

I have to work 12 hours tomorrow

YUCKKKKKKK

make plans with me for the near future?

kthxbye

:(

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 21:13:24 GMT

today was less shitty than yesterday

except for finding out that rob is gone

this makes me very sad :(

work will not be the same

also...I feel like I never have plans

so make some with me

kthxbye

umm

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 01:28:48 GMT

I had a shitty shitty day today

it is supposed to rain a lot the next few days

work will therefore suck

rawr

Tue, 30 May 2006 03:08:18 GMT

soo I worked a real lot from thursday to today

and it was totally not bad

except it was hot

and I think I got sunburnt

but the people I work with are fun and I like them :)

sarahs confirmation was this weekend too...first time Ive been to that church in years

tomorrow I have lots lots lots to do

cash my check
bring back my uniform to DD
go buy an external hard drive
buy new CDs (THE FORECAST comes out tomorrow)and CD holders
get a gym membership
wash my car
even out my lake compounce tan
go visit crew practice and see if I can row :)

wow thats a lot

andd I might hang out with JEN tomorrow :D:D:D:D I miss her so much

k anyways

it is hot in my room

so I might sleep in a different room

and that's about it

oh yeah...I still want a boy

comments? kthxbye

Tue, 30 May 2006 01:59:27 GMT

Adair
Against Me*
Aiden*
Anti-Flag
Armor For Sleep*
ASG
Billy Talent
Bouncing Souls
Bullet for My Valentine*
Cartel*
Comeback Kid
Die Hunns
Down to Earth Approach
Emanuel*
Everytime I Die*
Flashlight Brown
From Autumn to Ashes*
From First to Last*
Gatsby's American Dream*
Greeley Estates*
Gym Class Heroes*
Halifax*
He is Legend
Hellogoodbye*
Helmet
Horse The Band
I Am The Avalanche
Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
Less Than Jake*
Moneen*
Monty*
Motion City Soundtrack*
Mute Math
NOFX*
Pistolita
Protest the Hero
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus*
Reggie and the Full Effect*
Rise Against
Riverboat Gamblers
Saves The Day*
Saves The Day (Acoustic)
Senses Fail*
Senses Fail (Acoustic)
Silverstein*
So They Say
Stretch Arm strong
The Academy Is...*
The Bled
The Casualties
The Early November*
The Fall of Troy
The Fully Down
The Pink Spiders
The Smashup
The Sounds*
Thursday*
Underoath*
Valient Thorr
We are the Fury*

I want to see all the ones with stars

so ummmmmmm Im gonna be busy

and ummmmmmmmm warped 06 will pretty much be freakin amazing

this entry is stupid but whatev I was bored

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat

Sun, 28 May 2006 02:14:39 GMT

2 things I want very much right now:
1) a boy
2) to get really drunk

besides that...life is WONDERFUL :)

except that Im sick-ish and that needs to end

comments? kthx

so...

Wed, 24 May 2006 02:10:37 GMT

I want a boy

Thu, 18 May 2006 03:59:15 GMT

List ten things you want to say to 10 people.
1. Don't say who the people are.
2. Feel free to comment, but no confirming or answering anything (on here at least).

1. I miss you so much. You're my best friend and we hardly ever see each other. We need to make time to hang out.

2. I'm so glad I met you. You were my first friend at school and I love our late night hangouts. I hope we can see each other this summer and I can't wait til next year.

3. Even though you got on my nerves when you came to my room and turn on my cd player, you're an amazing friend, and I'm so glad I met you.

4. I'm so glad we got close last semester. We have so much in common and I love hanging out with you.

5. I wish we had hung out more at school. Now that we're home I remember how much fun we have together and how I can tell you anything.

6. You're gorgeous. I want to bang you.

7. I really wish things weren't so awkward between us. I really like being friends with you and I wish things could go back to the way they were.

8. I wish we hung out more. I like talking to you even though we're such different people. I'm glad we're living together again.

9. You're a bitch and I hope I never see you again in my life. Thankfully, I probably won't have to.

10. Make someone else do all the fucking work while you buy drugs and hug RJ for hours, I'm not your bitch anymore.

ooooooo that was fun

if only I could actually say those things to people

on another note, I have to work at 830 in the morning

GROSS

Mon, 15 May 2006 22:00:39 GMT

my parents think I am a genius

I am not

this leads to lots of yelling (on their part)

and lots of crying (on my part)

I really can't do this

it hurts me more than anything to disappoint them

but they just expect too much from me

klajhgkljdshgaas I need to talk to someone

Mon, 15 May 2006 05:10:20 GMT

I love summer

I love concerts

I love my job

and most of all I love all my friends :)

I am ridiculously happy

AHHH

Thu, 11 May 2006 03:39:35 GMT

today was not the best day

I did pretty shitty this past semester

and I dont care what America seems to think...Chris Daughtry is MY American Idol :(

BLAHHHHHHHHHH I have to train again tomorrow and probably clean a lot

but hopefully tomorrow night will include From First To Last/Alexisonfire/Aiden at Toad's

because that would pretty much be amazing

AND I might be able to see Jen! :)

That is all

well

Sun, 07 May 2006 04:11:16 GMT

I am home for the summerrrrrrrr

what a weird feeling

anyways... my room is FULL of college shit that I havent unpacked yet

I hate this constant packing and unpacking thing

I got my hair done on friday and I absolutely LOVE it

last night I hung out with sarah and mel and mike and another girl that I forget her name but she was super-nice and that was really funnnn :) I miss hanging out with them

today I spent pretty much my entire day at lake compounce and that was pretty sweet...hung out with cait, matt semm, evan, heather, kelly, and some other peeps (saw brannan, radley, katie, mike nagy, ryan, joe, ..... a ton of ppl that I miss)and I had so much fun...I can't wait for this season...I feel like its gonna be awesome

I also saw someone I havent talked to in awhile and it was wayyyyyyyyyy awkward and you prolly know who it is but if not you can ask

umm yea

tomorrow I have like a billion errands to run

and Im helping out at my cousin's little league game

and I might go to kevin's memorial service?

and monday/tuesday I will prolly run more errands and I have to quit Dunkin officially and I will prolly do MAD unpacking

then wed, thurs, fri is LC training

thurs hopefully from first to last/alexisonfire/aiden concert

and sat the Lake opens :)

so pretty much...no time to recuperate and make up for sleep...Im gonna be busy busy

let's hope I get the job at CVS too

but that's about it for now

oh...leave a comment if you read this thing...because I feel like noone reads it...and if less than 5 ppl comment that they read it Im gonna stop writing in it

k thats all

Summer?!

Wed, 03 May 2006 04:57:45 GMT

so I figured I would sneak in an update before I devote the next 32 hours to sleeping and studying for accounting and nothing else

it's almost overrr

my freshmen year at Uconn will be over in approximately 37 hours

and it is the most bittersweet feeling ever

in 37 hours I will no longer be able to walk down the hall at midnight and hang out with my friends

I wont be able to walk off-campus and get plastered every weekend

I wont be able to come back at 3AM without anyone worrying about me

I wont be able to see the people I have come to love in such a short time more than a few times in four months

but on the other hand

Ill be working at Lake Compounce...which is amazingggg

I wont have to eat crappy dining hall food

no schoolwork

my own room

ahhhhh I really cant believe how fast it went by

college really is the best time of your life...nothing is better than this

:(